If anyone ever reads this, please help me out. I need someone to tell me what to do. I am so afraid of regection, that I can hardly even talk to my best friend. I have written a letter to her on here, and when I saw her at school today, I couldn't ask if she read my letter, or ask her to go somewhere queit so I could talk to her privately. I really don't know what to do anymore. I tried listening to my ma's advice, but it only made me miss my friend even more. I have a few ideas, but I'd be too scared to talk about it with her.

1) I could invite her over and talk to her.
2) I could invite her to my cosplay party and have her stay the night to talk to her.
3) I could invite her to go with with me to the Nebraskon and forget about what I did.
4) I could take her to a restaurant or some kind of public place so she can't yell or scream at me.

I just don't know. If I ask my ma for any of this, she'll say no, or worse, give more advice.

"You should talk to her at school and see what she says."

Yeah, right. Like that's going to happen.